I just don’t get how you can treat me like that and then never talk to me again. I don’t know why you would want me to feel like this.
Who wants to give up on society and go live in a treehouse with me
He does. It’s just.. that sometimes it feels like nothing makes me happy. I don’t want to sound like a bad person, but it’s like I forgot how it feels to be happy. Maybe I am scared to try.. What if it’s all gonna crash down? What if I am happy, very happy, then it’s all gonna end? I’m gonna be more miserable than before, and I’m not sure if I can’t take another loss like that.
You think I like being like this? You think I want to be like this? I can’t trust people dude. I want to, but I can’t. It’s not like I can clap my hands and just change the way I am. Stop talking like I want to be an ungrateful bitch, because I don’t want to be like that. I always think that people will leave, people they all fucking left sooner or later. So maybe that’s why I am like this, because maybe if I expect it, I would not be so disappointed like in the past.
New tatt :-)